The Journal Is Mine

A lot of people were curious as the owner of the journal Jeff 'found' at DSW airport. Of course, it has been revealed that the journal is mine. I want you to know that it was not our intention to mislead you or upset you. It was such a therapeutic way for me to share my personal story with you. I gave my permission to share my journal with you and when the time was right, we revealed it was me. We would never ever share someones secret journal on the air, but in this case, it was O.K.! I want to thank you for reaching out to me on Facebook, on our 'air' and in person as well. It means a lot to me all the support I am getting in this troubled time. It was such a release to be able to say out loud to you what was happening with me. It was hard as I just moved to South Florida and my nearest family member is 1,800 miles away. I felt a little lonely and scared to admit what was going on and I literally felt nauseated every day. I confided in Jeff FIRST before anyone else. I sat in our little office and turned toward Jeff and said "Can I talk to you?" I had tears in my eyes and spilled my heart open to him. Jeff was such a rock for me and he didn't say anything to anyone as I asked and he let me know that when I was ready, we could talk about it with you. I held my feelings in for a very long time and slowly I started feeling like myself again and decided that there was no 'easy' way to spill the beans with you. I couldn't just say "I am getting an annulment, but it's a long story." I also like feeling connected with you, we are a 'family' here and with being so new, I was starting to feel a little lost because I wasn't sharing my life. This was the easiest and most therapeutic way for me to share my life with you and what was going on. The support has been tremendous! Thank-you! I can't say it enough. I feel so much better after coming forward with my story and thank-you to those of you who are sharing theirs with me as well.

Bless You!!

Cheers,

Sandra Foxx